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Jack London said : "A chop" . (Of course , you remember the story of an old boxer who was in need of money and wanted to win a match and to earn some money . He was very poor , but a chop would have been enough for him that to win the match . How important a chop was for that old boxer !) .
I am old (53 years) and ill and poor . Once I wrote a letter for some newspapers in USA . I give you an excerpt (I hope it will not be boring for you) :
"Open letter
My main fault was that I wanted good living . For me and for other ones around me .
I reacted every time to problems which appeared . In the conditions of the good living , or , at least , satisfactory living , I became integrated in the community .
I was born 1st of May 1957 in a village in East of Romania . I graduated from the military high school in the town Campulung Moldovenesc (in the North of Romania , among the mountains) in 1976 , then I graduated from the Military School of Officers of Anti - Aircraft Rockets in the town Brasov (in the centre of Romania , among the mountains) in 1979 . I could send to you copies of my papers (certificates) of education that you to make sure that I don't lie to you . I worked as officer in the Army (lieutenant) during of 6 years (1979 - 1985) in the town Mangalia (on the seaside of Black Sea) , then I fell ill (I had an accident) and I abandoned the Army .
The communist regime in Romania , especially the dictatorship of Nicolae Ceausescu - brought many anomalies and incompatibilities in the everyday living of the millions of Romanian people . Even if I knew the slogan : "In a political regime - you adapt or you will be destroyed" (that is to say : you can not oppose to a political regime , especially to communist system) , I began to seek after solutions for the good going of the society even since '80 years , and - at the same time - solutions to do away with communist regime and the guilty ones of the problems which they caused Romanian people .
My writing was constituated as a bitter reproof to the communist leaders and to their punitive (repressive) device , but it continued as an ample charge against communist system , and , finally , it produced the best solutions to remove this regime (since plot until people revolt) .
In the summer of 1986 I tried to cross - ILLEGALLY - the frontier (the boundary) in order to arrive to Yugoslavia , then to Austria . I was strongly influenced by the propaganda of Radio "Free Europe" and - at the same time - pessimist about the future of Romania . They caught me , and arrested me , and beat me . The communist Security in the town Vaslui descended at my home (street Mihail Kogalniceanu) for a search (they ransacked my home) and took all my copy - books and leaves with anti - Ceausescu and anti - communist content . The Communist Security investigated and examined and inquired me long time . I supported psychic pressure and I fell ill about my psyche . They condemned me (convicted me) ; the sentence (verdict) was : 2 years and 8 months to the jail . I was in the jail , but only 8 months , because they freed (liberated) me by Presidential Decree of Nicolae Ceausecu .
But worse than the jail was the hell which followed after the liberation from the jail . Many persons in the town Vaslui learnt of my anti - communist attitude (which emerged from my writing - which was conceived many years lenght) : I was obliged to do difficult and humiliating work (at enterprise I.J.P.I.P.S. Vaslui) which destroyed my health (psychic and physical) : digging pits , to split (to break) reinforced concrete , to carry sacks with cement , to carry tubes and pipes and bars of metal etc. - therefore , without any connection with my qualification , with my skill , with my training (I was having qualification , as equivalence for my military education : underengineer in electronics and telecommunication) . Besides , I supported a strong discrimination (because I wanted to leave Romania) : curses , oaths , expletives , swearwords , insult , abuse , opprobrium , spittle , spit , sputum , phlegms , blame , censure , contempt , scorn , disdain , odium , flout etc. Many persons in the town Vaslui accused and charged me about my attempt to cross the frontier (in fraudulent manner) and reproached me and discriminated me . Then , they "sent" me to work at the Canal Danube - Bucharest (where it was an atmosphere of terror ...) .
The officers of Communist Security investigated me for a long time (in 1986 and 1987 years) : the colonel Cojocaru , the colonel Liteanu , the captain Martinescu , the captain Tilea , the lieutenant Bocanet . I spent many hours in the rooms of the District Militia Vaslui (where were the offices of the officers of the Communist Security) . The crossexamines and the interrogations were hard , menacing , tiresome and really ruined my health (psychic and physical) . I was obliged to go to Hospital of Psychiatry several times .
After the hard work and mortification and discrimination in the town Vaslui , after (almost) one year of hard work at the Canal Danube - Bucharest , after hard crossexamines and interrogations of the officers of the Communist Security , I fell ill (worse than in the past) : ulcer on my stomach and on my duodenum (this ulcer was penetrating in pancreas) . I had a strong crisis (fit) (attack) : an internal haemorrhage and I vomited much blood , I was almost to die , but they bore me to the Hospital and the doctors immediately operated me ...
After 1989 (after the fall of the dictator Nicolae Ceausescu) I received a pension : $ 150 monthly . Because of my bad state of health (physical and psychic) I was not able to make a better material situation . In the next years I tried to recover , to make a better health and to change my life , but I had not too many chances . The problems of my health were too difficult , I remained a semi - invalid , with a very modest pension , looking with helplessness at the changes and transformation in the Romanian society - most often unnatural and at variance with the national interest changes .
OBSERVATIONS
I always admired the West , I loved the freedom , I believed in the moral values of the democracy . I watched with enthusiasm the activity , the actions and the manifestations of the trade - union "Solidarity" in Poland , I often listened to Radio "Free Europe" and Radio "Voice of America" and I was persuaded of the justice of their propaganda . After the fall of the communism - because of my problems of health , I was not able to work , or I little worked . I have a very modest material situation , therefore , I am a poor man . I need money for medicaments (medicine) (remedy) (drug) . After 20 years (1990 - 2010) I look again at West . My chance to survive is named West . My hope is named West , especially USA . I am poor and ill (sick) and I need money for medicaments . If you will not help me - I will die . Please , don't let the DISAPPOINTMENT and the REPROOF to overwhelm me . Please , be generous and help a human being from East who fought against the communist dictatorship during 1986 - 1989 years and now is ill and poor .
God to bless you !"
I made an effort and I wrote an work : "A history of the book" . A publishing house in USA published my work . For each sold copy I'll receive $3 . But , at present , I need money (about $100) to promote my book on Internet . Only $100 , but as important as the chop of Jack London . An article ! Maybe it would bring some money . Then I will write another article ! An article ! How important is for me the publishing of an article (and $10 as earnings) .I wrote several articles and I sent to some magazines in USA . Someones replied and said that my English is not very good , therefore the article is "Not for us !"
Do you understand ? I need $100 that to promote my book , that many readers to learn about my book and to buy my book . For each sold copy I take $3 . Therefore , $3 and other $3 and other $3 ... until I'll accumulate $100 , or $200 , or $300 . Then I will buy drugs (medicaments) , then I will finish another book ("The red and blue words") , about Romania , about communism , about dictatorship , about life and death , about mortification and mockery , about slavery and freedom , about me ... Could you understand ? You , American people who were born in the freedom and always were free , you , who never met dictatorship , terror , communist Security , not at least poverty and illness . If I'll finish my new work ("The red and blue words") I'll translate it into English . But my English is not good !!? My English is good if I make a big effort , if I use all my knowledge , if I have enough time . Do you understand ? My chance was an article . Therefore an article as a beginning , as a launching for my future . I had not time , I had not patience , I had not disposal to write a good and correct article . I used "Wikipedia" . I stole ! I cheated ! I tried to hoax !For $10 . As important as the chop of Jack London . In "wikipedia" - the English language is good, isn't it?
I am defeated in the match . I am demolished , ruined , depressed . I don't know to steal . I don't know to cheat . My book will not be sold . I worked very much , I used my last resources for that book .
I have a cousin (his father is the brother of my mother) . He is a professor at "Fletcher University" in USA . He is an important and rich man . (If you want I will send to you the address of his web site , or his e-mail address) . I asked him : $100 . He didn't reply . I asked again . He didn't reply . This is America . Selfishness , suspicion , distrust , wickedness and hardness . Not a chance for me . Why ? I repeat the question : why ? What should I do to earn a little chance for my future ?
You message upset me , grieved me . I didn't find a chop . Just a chop . Or - I was not able to earn $10 . Only $10 . An article ... and $10 .
An article ! An article ! An article !
Excuse my bad English !!!
Eugen Hulub , Romania
About the Author
I was born 1st of May 1957 in a village in East of Romania . I graduated from the military high school in the town Campulung Moldovenesc (in the North of Romania , among the mountains) in 1976 , then I graduated from the Military School of Officers of Anti - Aircraft Rockets in the town Brasov (in the centre of Romania , among the mountains) in 1979 . I could send to you copies of my papers (certificates) of education that you to make sure that I don't lie to you . I worked as officer in the Army (lieutenant) during of 6 years (1979 - 1985) in the town Mangalia (on the seaside of Black Sea) , then I fell ill (I had an accident) and I abandoned the Army .
hello there , i am looking for CDs for a big musician called eugene fot i cannot find...?
...anything about him would plz help
i need info about black man called eugene fot he is a violin musician ,can you help me ?
I think this is not a real person but a character in the tv series Grey's Anatomy, see what says at the chapter recap:
"A world famous violinist, Eugene Foot, whose music has made a big impact on Dr. Burke, is requesting that his life saving pacemaker is removed as it interferes with his internal rhythm and hence his music. Removing the pacemaker is more difficult due to some scar tissue. Burke has some reservations about being the one to perform the surgery. After some convincing from his woman, Burke decides to go for it.
During surgery Burke runs into some complications, and he loses his patient on the table. Back in his apartment Burke listens to Eugene’s music, and has a sad moment. Christina tries to console Burke, but he’s beating up on himself pretty badly."
Are you sure this Egune Fot/foot is real?
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